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Devil's Kiss :iconsylver-star-shyne:Sylver-Star-Shyne 0 3
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owning colors vs palettes
:new: edit: I feel like a few comments are missing the point of the journal. This is a statement on my terms and policy and I'm not really looking for debate about it. I don't like my color palettes being copied. I'm not talking about someone looking at a design, being inspired, and going to go make their own with their own spin and artistic touch on it. I'm talking about people who deliberately copy each color of mine in a color palette and use them in the same way that I have. I'm not okay with that and I'd rather not argue about it, since it really only affects me. This isn't a statement for ALL artists of the world, this is my stance on usage of my own art. 
In my last journal, where I talked about not wanting my palettes/markings/etc used and referenced, some folks interpreted this as me saying that I own colors, and that no one can use the colors I use. 
I'm deeply sorry for the confusion on this matter. No one owns colors, of course, and that's not what I meant
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wash by KITESTRUNG wash :iconkitestrung:KITESTRUNG 139 1 4308 by AKIMI--CHAN 4308 :iconakimi--chan:AKIMI--CHAN 92 9 Character commission by NorthernRed Character commission :iconnorthernred:NorthernRed 222 10 Hachkar. by Meatshop-Tattoo Hachkar. :iconmeatshop-tattoo:Meatshop-Tattoo 97 5 Pillow Horsey by Noioo Pillow Horsey :iconnoioo:Noioo 25 2 :::The Sky Is The Limit by Ludifico :::The Sky Is The Limit :iconludifico:Ludifico 61 29
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What Makes a Strong, Likable Female Role Model?
In some decades, one genre of gender based cartoons can overpower than the other. In the 80’s, it was boys media like Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Goonies, Gremlins, GI Joe etc they were more popular than the popular girls media like Jem or MLP. Now in the 2010’s it’s reversed. We’ve got our popular boys cartoons like Voltron or Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (again), but let’s not kid our over selves, it’s girl power shows like FrIendship is Magic, Loud House and Steven Universe that reign in popularity. So now a days, it feels even more important to make those female characters, and the males as strong as possible. So the question has been lingering; what makes a strong female character?
Okay any character can be a role model for any gender, but let’s focus on the ladies for now. Some shows or movies tend to cash in on the desires of girls and the dreams. This is what Princess Diaries 2, Mama Mia (movie) The Jem Mo
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The Porcelain Horse by CoffeeAddictedDragon The Porcelain Horse :iconcoffeeaddicteddragon:CoffeeAddictedDragon 47 27 Fantasy waterfall by Sadist-Ka Fantasy waterfall :iconsadist-ka:Sadist-Ka 52 14 Custom for RedAmbr! by XenoChelle Custom for RedAmbr! :iconxenochelle:XenoChelle 43 11
Literature
Memory
Many ghosts lie within our heads,
But none of them want to lay to rest.
Eventually they will stop coming back
And finally just fade away to black.
 
Have you ever wondered when the present
Will become just another forgotten moment?
Have you ever wondered when we will be
Just another bittersweet memory?
 
We lie awake at night, trying not to dream,
Trying not to see anything we can believe.
We only want us and this to last forever,
Never to become just a night to remember.
 
Everything must eventually come to an end,
No matter how hard we try and pretend.
We all know that everything must eventually
Fall and fade away to just a distant memory.
 
Although we try to forever stay aflight,
Someday we will all lose the fight
And fall away with burning wax wings
Into Death’s arms, always awaiting.
 
While we forever worry about the future
And clutch to a past we can barely remember,
We all know that one day, someday, we
Will all fade to a forgotten memory…&
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Unexplored World by ryky Unexplored World :iconryky:ryky 5,632 113 Curiosity killed the coffee by Zombiesmile Curiosity killed the coffee :iconzombiesmile:Zombiesmile 13,353 647

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Yavanna Lavellan
Ooooh dear, this was supposed to be finished and up soooo much sooner than it is :forgiveme: Also, getting the shading dark enough proved to be quite difficult, I'm still not sure if I managed it :dead: Still, I had so much fun drawing her, this is :iconnorroendyrd:'s precious DA: I Inquisitor Yavanna Lavellan.
Character (c) :iconnorroendyrd:
Art (c) :iconsylver-star-shyne:
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Cassandra Pentaghast
I swear, after this I promise to finish all the things I started for my friends for Christmas and didn't finish in time to give to them then.
Another of my favorite characters from Dragon Age: Inquisition. I adore Cass, she is, in my opinion, one of the best characters I've ever gotten to know in a video game.
0.5 mechanical pencil on woven paper.
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Drag me down to Hell
Pull me under in your spell
Let your passion fly
Make me feel again
Bathe me in the sin
Of your Devil’s kiss
In the depths of this abyss
Devil's Kiss
Couldn't think of a single thing to draw, probably have a dozen projects in the works right now and couldn't work on any of them, but then this came out.
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Alright everybody, let's get real here.
I'm up waaaay past my bed time, but I feel like it's about the only time I'll really feel like doing this.
I know I keep disappearing for days, weeks, sometimes even months at a time.
In fact I believe that at one point I was gone for a couple of years and it may have been longer.
This is going to sound like excuses, it sounds like them to me and I'm writing it.
But I can't go anymore without talking about this.
To anyone who sticks around long enough to read my whining, thank you, all of you are the best.

Right, now to the deep shit.
Any of you who've read even a quarter of my poetry can probably tell that I haven't always been an especially happy person, and I would be lying if I tried to say that has changed.
I just hide it better now.
I've changed, grown a lot tougher both inside and out, but at the same time I guess I'm still that same broken person on the inside.
The whole reason I disappear for up to months on end at times is because sometimes life just gets to be too much, I can't draw, I can't write, I can't function.
I go through the motions and everyone who is close to me thinks I'm fine but the truth is that I'm usually very much not.
I have days where it's just a little tiny void in the back of my head and other days where I can't even pull myself out of bed in the morning until I've lain there awake for hours.
It isn't even a sadness, I simply can't feel anything properly, it's just all on the surface and once the situation is over the feelings are gone.
I feel detached and out of touch with everything and everybody in my world nearly all the time, even when I'm right there watching TV or playing a game with them.
I can't feel the things they feel and so I just pretend because at the end of the day it's just plain easier for me and it's better for them.
There really isn't any genuine reason I should feel like this all the time, my life is good and I have everything I need and more.
But I still can't shake the knowledge that even if I ended up truly alone I wouldn't feel anything.
Sure, there would be a bit of sadness on the surface, but it would fade much more quickly than it should, no matter how much I actually care.
If someone leaves me or doesn't want to talk to me they have their reasons and I see no point in forcing the issue.
I have no capacity for true attachment and that scares me, because I wouldn't be able to react normally the way I should even if my husband were to leave me.
If he found someone else to love I would just let him go, all I would ask for from him is if he would mind terribly much letting me have just one car so I could move on.
I'd leave him the house, everything I didn't need and I'd let him move one with whomever he decided to love.
And I can't say any of this because I know what would happen, even though I know in my head that I know people who are supposed to help I don't really think I can expect that from them, only judgement.
Someone once told me they thought it just sounded like I just get bored in relationships, which I suppose is true if you squint, but I feel like this is worse than just getting bored.
I have moved on from so many people in my life, including my own family and I feel nothing for most of them now.
I have fond memories of old friends that sort of make me smile and I can count on one hand the number of memories that make me miss the people in them.
There's nothing at all that I wish that I could get back.
I've lost too much for that I think, lost too much at all the worst times in my life to lose anything, and I think it's made me incapable of having real feelings that actually mean something.
Everything I feel is just on the surface, there's nothing deep and there's nothing that would tear me apart to lose.
I'm probably in a really bad place right now, but honestly, I can't even bring myself to worry because it's just too exhausting and I can't be bothered with the effort.
I've been debating with myself this whole time of whether it's even worth it to post this journal, but I suppose I can just take it down later if I decide it's too much hassle.

Anyway, thanks for listening to a late night/early morning rant and/or one-person pity party.
To anyone who's made it this far, tell me your favorite animal and your favorite color and you'll find something cute and maybe a little fantastical in my gallery the next few times I post.

I still think you all are the best and thanks for keeping up.
  • Listening to: Random
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Alright everybody, let's get real here.
I'm up waaaay past my bed time, but I feel like it's about the only time I'll really feel like doing this.
I know I keep disappearing for days, weeks, sometimes even months at a time.
In fact I believe that at one point I was gone for a couple of years and it may have been longer.
This is going to sound like excuses, it sounds like them to me and I'm writing it.
But I can't go anymore without talking about this.
To anyone who sticks around long enough to read my whining, thank you, all of you are the best.

Right, now to the deep shit.
Any of you who've read even a quarter of my poetry can probably tell that I haven't always been an especially happy person, and I would be lying if I tried to say that has changed.
I just hide it better now.
I've changed, grown a lot tougher both inside and out, but at the same time I guess I'm still that same broken person on the inside.
The whole reason I disappear for up to months on end at times is because sometimes life just gets to be too much, I can't draw, I can't write, I can't function.
I go through the motions and everyone who is close to me thinks I'm fine but the truth is that I'm usually very much not.
I have days where it's just a little tiny void in the back of my head and other days where I can't even pull myself out of bed in the morning until I've lain there awake for hours.
It isn't even a sadness, I simply can't feel anything properly, it's just all on the surface and once the situation is over the feelings are gone.
I feel detached and out of touch with everything and everybody in my world nearly all the time, even when I'm right there watching TV or playing a game with them.
I can't feel the things they feel and so I just pretend because at the end of the day it's just plain easier for me and it's better for them.
There really isn't any genuine reason I should feel like this all the time, my life is good and I have everything I need and more.
But I still can't shake the knowledge that even if I ended up truly alone I wouldn't feel anything.
Sure, there would be a bit of sadness on the surface, but it would fade much more quickly than it should, no matter how much I actually care.
If someone leaves me or doesn't want to talk to me they have their reasons and I see no point in forcing the issue.
I have no capacity for true attachment and that scares me, because I wouldn't be able to react normally the way I should even if my husband were to leave me.
If he found someone else to love I would just let him go, all I would ask for from him is if he would mind terribly much letting me have just one car so I could move on.
I'd leave him the house, everything I didn't need and I'd let him move one with whomever he decided to love.
And I can't say any of this because I know what would happen, even though I know in my head that I know people who are supposed to help I don't really think I can expect that from them, only judgement.
Someone once told me they thought it just sounded like I just get bored in relationships, which I suppose is true if you squint, but I feel like this is worse than just getting bored.
I have moved on from so many people in my life, including my own family and I feel nothing for most of them now.
I have fond memories of old friends that sort of make me smile and I can count on one hand the number of memories that make me miss the people in them.
There's nothing at all that I wish that I could get back.
I've lost too much for that I think, lost too much at all the worst times in my life to lose anything, and I think it's made me incapable of having real feelings that actually mean something.
Everything I feel is just on the surface, there's nothing deep and there's nothing that would tear me apart to lose.
I'm probably in a really bad place right now, but honestly, I can't even bring myself to worry because it's just too exhausting and I can't be bothered with the effort.
I've been debating with myself this whole time of whether it's even worth it to post this journal, but I suppose I can just take it down later if I decide it's too much hassle.

Anyway, thanks for listening to a late night/early morning rant and/or one-person pity party.
To anyone who's made it this far, tell me your favorite animal and your favorite color and you'll find something cute and maybe a little fantastical in my gallery the next few times I post.

I still think you all are the best and thanks for keeping up.
  • Listening to: Random
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

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Sylver-Star-Shyne
Kitty Phegley
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Oregon, USA.
Favorite genre of music: Techno, Trance, AltRock, Classic Rock.
Favorite photographer: Not sure...
Favorite style of art: Anime/manga, photo realistic. And video game concept art.
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: An old cell phone.
Skin of choice: My own.
Personal Quote: Life is sexually transmitted.
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Gh0stDoqqo Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018
I love the lil pfp you have!!! It's so cute the lil dancing pupper where did you find it!?
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Sylver-Star-Shyne Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018  Student General Artist
haha Thanks ^^ I actually have had this for so long that I don't even remember where it came from. I know other people on here have made some like it though :meow:
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Gh0stDoqqo Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018
Okie I was just wondering!! It's just so cute and so amazing :D
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Sylver-Star-Shyne Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018  Student General Artist
hehe Thank you :D Glad ya like it :meow:
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shawn2002 Featured By Owner Edited Dec 28, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, quick question. Do you have a Tumblr by any chance? Because I don't really use my deviant art account that often anymore.
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Sylver-Star-Shyne Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2017  Student General Artist
I do, have had for a while just never really used it. Been posting a bit more there lately though :meow:
tumblr: kitala-draws.tumblr.com/
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shawn2002 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Ok, I added you. ;-) my Tumblr is shawn-20 if you were wondering.
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Sylver-Star-Shyne Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2017  Student General Artist
I added you back hon :)
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vicinit Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch b 🙂
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Sylver-Star-Shyne Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2017  Student General Artist
You're very welcome :icondragonhugplz:
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